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Martha Wildman - My Connection with Edgar Cayce
An interview by Peter Woodbury, A.R.E.
Visitors Center supervisor,
Martha
Louise Wildman was born on December 9, 1920, in Hamburg,
Alabama. When she was an 18-year-old college sophomore
she had a life reading from Edgar Cayce. She had become
familiar with Cayce's work, as both her mother and aunt
had obtained readings of their own. Three years later
she obtained a relationship reading, trying to discern
the past-life connection between herself and her boyfriend.
During the course of the second reading, Cayce acknowledged
that there was a karmic connection between the two, as
the couple had been brother and sister twice previously.
Although there were obviously issues to be worked out,
marriage was not advised because the reading stated each
had the "weakness of being able to be overpowered by the
personality of the other." Martha's first life reading
described her talents and abilities, and according to
Martha, her second reading gave her "self-confidence;
assisted in my learning to look within for guidance and
self-knowledge; and bolstered my determination not to
marry until I was very sure the relationship was a good
one."
Peter Woodbury: Mrs. Wildman, it is an honor
to have the opportunity to meet with you and talk about
your time with Edgar Cayce.
Martha Wildman: Please
call me Martha. I am honored to have the opportunity to
reflect on my time with the Cayces.
PW: You, your mother,
and your aunt all had readings. Maybe we can start with
how you came to know the Cayce family?
MW: My family was living
in Selma, Alabama at the time. My grandmother wanted a
photographer to take some family pictures. She had heard
of a good photographer named Edgar Cayce. I was three.
That picture behind you was taken by Mr. Cayce. I look
a little upset in that picture and I remember why. On
the train to Mr. Cayce's office, my mother had referred
to someone as a jackass. Well, when we got out of the
train, I began to hop and skip, singing, "jackass, jackass."
My mother became quite cross with me, which led to my
upset look in the photo.
PW: So you first met
Mr. Cayce as a photographer. Did your family know anything
else about him?
MW: Not at the time.
It wasn't until years later that we came to know about
his psychic gift. After living in Selma, we moved to New
York, but the Depression had hit and so we then moved
to Virginia; eventually we ended up in Virginia Beach.
I was 15 at the time, and we hadn't known that the Cayces
were in Virginia Beach, as well. I taught Sunday school
at the local church and one day, leaving church, the woman
I was walking with asked me if I had heard of a Mr. Edgar
Cayce. I said I had not. That woman turned out to be Gladys
Davis. Gladys was very sweet, naïve, you could say. She'd
do anything for you. Well, when I got home I asked my
mother if we knew a Mr. Edgar Cayce. My mother said we
only knew the Cayces from Selma - the photographer and
his family. We didn't know it was the same man until my
Aunt Zena wrote us from Europe and said that she had heard
there was a man in Virginia Beach who was giving readings.
PW: Your Aunt Zena had
heard of Edgar Cayce in Europe before you had, even though
you were all living in Virginia Beach?
MW: Yes, Aunt Zena was
studying to be a doctor in Cairo. She had met an Egyptian
fellow in New York, and ended up following him to Cairo.
It's interesting that her life reading referred to a memorable
lifetime in Egypt, so it may have all been fated, so to
speak.
After Aunt Zena had mentioned this
Cayce giving readings, when my grandmother came to visit,
we called and asked to meet with him. When we went to his
house, he greeted us at the door by name! We were shocked
that he had remembered! And grandmother said, "Why, you're
the photographer!" He laughed and said yes.
PW: What do you recall
from your first reading?
MW: I remember that
Mr. Cayce was a very warm person, a very kind man. He
was just comfortable in his own skin and he made you feel
the same way. They were very down-to-earth people. The
reading was extremely helpful. It reinforced things that
I already felt, and kept me balanced. It encouraged me.
It was comforting. It reinforced many things I had already
felt about myself. It encouraged me to have no fear. It
was quite amazing to be seen like that from the inside
- like being told things I had never actually put into
words, but when I heard them, I knew they were true. It
made me feel known, loved; I would have to say, it was
a very profound experience.
PW: Can you think of
some of the ways that your life reading played a part
in your life?
MW: Yes, one example
is that I have no fear of death. There is no death, as
most people think of it. My son died suddenly in his early
40s. The doctors said it was an undiagnosed heart condition.
But shortly after his death, he came to visit me. I felt
him, his presence, as strongly as I always had. I felt
him in this chair. I still feel him from time to time.
Sure it's sad when someone enters another dimension, but
there is no death. I'm very sure of it and at peace with
it. Another example is that the readings are very clear
on how to use dreams or your intuition when making decisions.
For myself, I always know that the right answer will come
and so I don't have to worry about it. I might consider
it at night, but by morning the choice is clear and I
don't look back. No need to. I have always felt comfortable
that I have made the right decision.
PW: Your life reading
suggested that you should be involved in teaching or instruction.
Did that work out?
MW: I taught Sunday
school, but nothing else formally. However, the reading
alluded to how others would do what I did, merely because
they were able to see me do it. That was certainly the
case as a wife and mother. It also suggested I would have
a happy home. I have been very fortunate. I have enjoyed
my life. And I continue to, as well.
PW: Your reading also
suggests that you were among the Essenes and had a personal
relationship with Jesus, even being blessed by Jesus himself?
Have you felt a close relationship with Jesus during your
life?
MW: Yes, my relationship
with Jesus sustains me. Just thinking about how Cayce
describes that experience from the past sends shivers
up my spine. I have been blessed. I have often felt Jesus
with me. It is hard to describe. His presence ... His
peace ... He has always been with me, even growing up.
I can remember a time back in school. There was a student
who had been caught cheating on a test and there was a
meeting to decide what to do. The students were invited
to give their feedback. Well, my classmates were out for
blood, so I spoke up and asked, "What would Jesus have
us do?" I was kind of let down because another student
stood up and said, "Jesus threw the money changers out
of the temple!" But I felt compelled to speak up knowing
from the reading that Jesus was directing me and that
anger wasn't the answer. For me, the essence of Jesus'
teaching has always been about love. We still don't really
get that. Do we really love? Do we really want the best
for those who hate us? Do we understand that how we react,
what we teach to the other person is infinitely more important
than what happens to us. Jesus taught and lived that time
and time again.
PW: It seems that you've
been gifted with an internal "knowingness" that you can
call forth when you need to?
MW: Yes. In fact, I
think my readings were really the first place to give
me that assurance to trust within. In terms of marriage,
the reading also gave me the confidence to wait until
I found what I was looking for. I wanted sparks; I wanted
to really be in love. Thankfully, I waited. I had a wonderful
husband, and wonderful children. I was so inspired by
Mr. Cayce. I just knew I liked him - you couldn't help
liking him. Everyone loved him. Mr. Cayce was such a kind
man; a person you felt you could trust, very unassuming.
I used to see him fishing at Holly Lake. He "rebuilt"
himself at those times, I'm sure, when he was alone, fishing.
His wife Gertrude seemed frail, not quite well. I think
the readings took a toll on her. I know she had had tuberculosis,
and perhaps that kept her fragile, but I always felt that
she didn't like Mr. Cayce to give so many readings. I
think it took a lot out of him and she felt she couldn't
stop him and that must have taken a lot out of her, as
well. My mother was still living in Virginia Beach when
Mr. Cayce died. She brought over some violets the day
he passed. She knew he was ill, but it was just by chance
that she came that day. Later Gladys told her that Mr.
Cayce had been buried holding those violets. That meant
a lot to my mother. I also knew Tom Sugrue. He was a close
friend of my mother's. He was a very intelligent man,
a great poet, he liked to write limericks. He would tease
me with them. One I recall went: "There once was a lad
named Larson/ Whose heart was a victim of arson/ When
he heard Martha's name/ He burst into flame/ And cried,
'Oh my God, get a parson!'" Tom Sugrue was bedridden most
of the time when I knew him. It seemed that Hugh Lynn
Cayce, his friend, was taking care of him. He had some
strange paralysis. The readings helped, but he ended up
dying in his 40s. My connection with Mr. Cayce and all
those connected with the Cayce work was really a wonderful
experience. I've had a wonderful life.
PW: Thank you for your
time. I've really enjoyed our talk.
MW: You're welcome.
So have I.
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